♥ The most part of the time i spend thinking. The truth is that i don't want to keep doing it. I'm sick of all. It's hard for me can express all what i feel through by this site even i can't describe myself right now but i don't know... i'm just trying to get out from my mind all what i got.

Life is changing for me now and maybe i'm not prepared for it though i wanted it... yeah, i know that sounds contradicting. I wish i could have a time machine! lol i'm just kidding, but i really want that time can come faster! I'm so impatient. I want to do all what i plan, i want to live! I want to be quiet, relaxed but i just can't! I feel that something don't let me do it, some kind of external strength is taking possession of my mind... i don't know.

Anyway... i give thanks to God for give me the opportunity to have around me the friends that i got, i really appreciate it. They are just awesome and i can't imagine my life without them. They are a big part in it, like a piece of my heart, like a breathe. I need them so much... as i need a heartbeat because many reasons: they're with me no matter where we are, no matter when i need 'em, no matter how i am, no matter what i do... 'cause they love me as i am and accepts me. That's why i love them so much... i'm just so happy for have them beside me.
Thanks for not letting me down and holding me if i do it to i can keep moving on, thanks for make me see when i'm wrong and all the mistakes that i do, for make me realized the bad things. You makes me forget all the pain that i can pass through, and makes my life easier...
To the old friends (BFF's) and also the new ones, which helps me a lot too! They're so sweet. Anyway this's all. ♥